Firstly, my name is pronouned (and means) ‘Rose’ so please don’t make me rhyme with ‘goose’! I’m Dutch.
I have always been very sensitive and artistic. I knew what was up emotionally when people weren’t in tune with themselves. Because my emotions and my sensitivity weren’t received or appreciated completely, I got eczema. I closed off and started reading and drawing. Later on writing became another channel to express myself. It was only after high school that I opened up again, by trying out different directions that fit together like pieces of a puzzle.
Firstly I tried Psychobiology at the university to understand the relationship between mind and body, but the academical world didn’t give me answers on the spiritual side of life. Later I got them through Human Design. I went to art academy to develop my creative side. But I got stuck with reoccurring eczema and fatigue. I was desperate because I thought this was the perfect place to express myself – or was it? How could I turn my sensitivity into a strength when all it seemed to do was work against me? And when my creativity got completely stuck: what blocked me?
I had to quit. I started traveling to ecovillages. I found paradise but when I wanted to express myself it wasn’t freely allowed and my health issues were still present. I arrived at no mans’ land and had to find my paradise within. I had quit old patterns but what now? I didn’t seem to be able to get to that new earth, in which everything was connected through light!
This was my dark night of the soul, in 2012. I discovered Human Design and decided to pursue the spiritual path and started an almost 5-year long schooling to become a Healer in the Netherlands. It reminded me of my spiritual gifts, healed the trauma around my sensitivity and awakened me to being the healer that I had always been.
I released all kinds of beliefs about how I should be, did tons of emotional healing, grounded and incarnated more and more. I began to feel as my child self again. I healed the desperate loneliness of my sensitivity by connecting to like-minded people. I started hosting spiritual gatherings and led guided meditations in groups of other young highly sensitives. This was incredibly healing. My eczema and fatigue healed, now that I no longer antagonized myself, but choose the things that felt good. I started creating again, in a way I hadn’t dared to before in art school: with spiritual dimensions! Eventually I became healthy again. I now have all the energy I need to follow my flow and own authentic path.
I deeply desire to share this healing energy, also through the darker phases of your life. I love to connect you to your inner guidance system when you have committed to really make a change. I connected to the light grid by shining light on my shadow. I did this through writing, healing and painting. My greatest wish is to live in a world where we can be authentic and live in harmony from our own unique life path, seamlessly contributing to a world of unity. With my insight in the human energy system I want to help others to transform their lives as well.
My method of healing is practical, nuanced and sensitive. It’s based on my own experiences as an empath, my incredible base of schooling as an intuitive at Mens & Intuitie and lots of hours of selfstudy (Human Design, Enneagram, Teal Swan). I will bring you back to your inner peace and the confidence you can trust yourself. Through paintings that mirror your truth and beauty and offering practical formulas and tools I will help you get in touch with yourself again. Clients often say about me that I have a quiet but powerful presence and exude peace, softly grounding whatever needs to be soothed.
- Gymnasium – RSG Magister Alvinus (2002-2008)
- Autonome Beeldende Kunst – Academie Minerva te Groningen (2009-2012)
- Basic-Level in Human and Universal Energy® (2012)
- Intuïtieve Ontwikkeling – Instituut Mens & Intuïtie (2013)
- Healing – Instituut Mens & Intuïtie (2014)
- Reading- Instituut Mens & Intuïtie (2015)
- Human Design Rave ABC’s – Human Design Wise (2016)
- Lightworker – Instituut Mens & Intuïtie (2016/2017)